Well... Hey... Back to do some blogging. Well congrats to you for getting promoted to sec 4 next year (: Its been around 13 months that I have like you but never did a confess to you. I really wish to forget the feeling I have for you now... I don't wish to fall for the wrong person and get myself hurt. I told myself once that not to fall in love again but I fail. I fall in love with the wrong people too many time that even now I'm not sure whether to fall in love again. Whether I fall in love with the right person. I really wish to forget this feeling. It's awesome that I made a friend like you in my life. I guess that maybe after this last post, this blog will stay unknown forever. Well then... I have nothing more to write anymore so I guess this should be the last post bye... )':

Hey I'm back doing some blogging. Well saw you today at a bubble tea shop today. At first I didn't know that that bubble tea shop was your parents one till Vivian told me. Was shock to hear it. Was not expecting to see you at your parent bubble tea shop. But still... I saw you. I order honeypeach ice-blend today from your parent bubble tea shop and went to stand somewhere far so you won't saw me. Was glad that I get to see you today. Everytime when I saw you, I will feel so super happy. I'm not sure why but yea it just made me feel so happy. (: hope I'll get to see ya tomorrow and hope I'll get to see ya next time at your parent bubble tea shop. (:

Well... Didn't know that I am going to do another posting on this blog. Well I saw you walking with your friends on last Friday which was 16 of September. Well to be the truth I... I always was trying to see you where ever I am close to you. I even saw you twice on last Thursday 15 of September. I want to buy you something big and lovely for your birthday present but I don't know what to get for you. It doesn't matter how much it will be but at least you will like it I am very happy. Your birthday is 3 more months away, it's still long but time passes very fast. So I just wish I know what things to get for you. If I and you are together, I will cry for you if you left me or anything happened to you. I am prepare to give up my life if you are in trouble. Well I also dunno what got into me for saying all this things and I also dunno what I am saying. Ok that's all for now. Will write again soon if I feel like writing what I want to say to you.

Is it fate or what I guess not... I today was at the school dentist and was doing some patching up on 1 for the hole in my teeth. Out of sudden, when i was about to rinse my mouth after the drilling in my teeth, you open the door to the dentist and i was shock to saw you there... Was so happy that I get to see you there and I know that you have a dentist appointment this Friday i think. Miss you so badly now... I really wish to see dance... I'm all over you but I am so scare to tell you. I wanted to be like Rashid which he dare to buy gift and give to you in--front of everyone but yet I'm just a person who buy gifts but who request my friend to deliver it to you. I so scare to tell you. Too scare to tell you. Sorry but I think that its gonna take a very long year for me to be prepare and tell you i love you. For me to admit that i like you very much.

To know who you like is already... A rather painful thing to know but to pretend that I don't know about it, it hurts more. I know how its feels like to be heart broken since I had a taste of it twice. I surely expect to feel it the third time if I fall in love with someone deeply. Well... It doesn't matter anymore. To tell or not to tell I also know what the result will be like. Well,... To me,... If I ever fall in love with someone deeply, I could predict with the final result would be. It would never be the person I like to like me back so its a very obvious prediction. Well I just hope, you won't get to see this blog and to see what I wrote here as this is what I thought, My feeling and my confession to you.

Finally back in Singapore. Can't stop thinking about you for the past 5 days and 4 night, Bought you some wrist band too about like 3 of them different kind of pattern. Hope you like it. I ask my best friend to pass it to you and my best friend is also one of your CCA friend which is also one of your super awesome best friend. Well I just hope you like what I gave you as a gift. I wanted to buy something that is silk for you but I think for awhile... I just think its very obvious that I like you if I bought it and give it to you that way. (:

Yesterday was just so awesome. I'm so damn happy yesterday. (: You reply my message when I send you and we message each other for awhile. Although we didn't message each other for very long, I'm already very happy that you reply. Well another person who's trying to guess who I like. although she guess correctly, I tried to bluff her by saying no. Well thats make 3 person who knows. Well today is the last day where I will see you on Facebook and Twitter. Will be seeing you again on Facebook and Twitter for like... After 5 days. My class will have a class chalet for like 2days and 1night and I wish I could invite you but too bad its a class outing or so, so I could not invite you. Well probably after N-levels? Probably I try to open a friends outing/ BBQ/ Chalet and so on. Wow... Think until so far already... Well.. 5 more months till your birthday and I already think of what to get for you in this month... Think too far ahead. You're just too awesome for me to talk. Eh... I saw you wrote that you gonna rot at home during the holidays, Well probably not I guess your friends will still jio you go out and hang out all those. Bet ya'll have fun if they ever ask you out. Well anyway just enjoy your June holidays and try to have lots of fun (: 

Well its just another day where I do some posting in my blog. Well... okay...Finally there 2 person who knows who I like but actually there much more people who know but they are not from the same school. Well so now theres 2 people... Hmm sooner or later I guess there will be more people who knows who I like. Guess that I can't keep secrets from them forever. They're so smart at knowing people secrets. Well... sooner or later they'll know and once they know... I guess thats when you'll know that I like you. Well... I'm currently speechless now and got nothing in my mind I wanted to said... I wish I just have reason why I'll suddenly fell in love with you but nope I don't have a reason. It was just so sudden that everything went so fast even falling in love with you I don't have a reason. I just hope I can hold this feeling for you for more than 6 years but when people grows up, feelings change and whatever they do also change. I just hope when I'm fully grown up, my feelings for you won't change but everything else I do change. Well.... This Sunday will be the day where I go for bind to Cambodia and I won't get to see you for 5 days. I won't get to see you on Facebook and you doing your posting on Twitter.  Anyway June is coming, and I just hope you'll have super lots of fun for you June holidays. (:

This is the second time I'm posting on this blog and I just wanna say it just feels great writing how I feel rather then keeping it inside my heart the whole time which makes me feel so miserable. It just make me miss you very much when I didn't get to see you in school. I suddenly have a thinking of what to buy for your birthday gift although your birthday is still quite far away in the November. I have always wonder why you didn't reply my messages when I send you. I kept wondering whether is it you lazy reply me, too busy doing something that you can't reply it or you just don't wanna see it and it went straight to the delete box. Although I don't mind or don't care whether you will reply it or not. Although now theres only 1 person who knows that I like you, I still think its better I don't wanna let anyone knows cause I prefer it be my only secret no ones will knows. Day and night, I just couldn't keep stop thinking of you and when everytime I heard your name or something that is different spelling but when you hear it, it sounds like your name, I would just stone there for about like 5 seconds or more thinking about you. Although I always joke around with my friends telling 1 of my best friend the you are his type one, LOL... I just wouldn't admit that I like you. The person who know that I like you ask me this yesterday, why I don't want to tell you I like you? and she also told me this just tell you that I like you. Well theres somethings better to be untold then to be told. I'll just never know what will happened next when I'll falls in love. Well its late now so guess that I will stop blogging for now and go to sleep. Bye.

This is the second time that I felt liking someone so deeply. Whenever I closed my eyes and wish to sleep, I just couldn't. An image of you will just came straight into my mind and make me think about you. I tried to forget about you but still I couldn't make it. no matter what I tried to do, I just dunno how but some how, I just suddenly fall for you after knowing you from my best friend. sometime I just wonder, how long am I gonna hold on to this feeling like I did to the previous person which I hold for 6 years. I just wish that I could just hang out and talk with you even if its by messages. This is the 5th month that I'm holding to this feeling. Just by seeing you, Its makes me feel super happy and also by just seeing you online facebook and do some twitting at twitter makes me feel super happy too. No matter where you are, I would just keep wondering what are you doing now. It just make me feel happy if some how you get to read this post and after reading it you know how I feel about you. Well time to end this post but I would continue posting what I thought and feel about you. (: